Bee

Sometimes I wonder what you think about,
If you even think about me,
Tell me was I all your hopes,
Tell me am I still in your dreams,
All the little thoughts running through your mind...

Cause I try and I try and I try,
But we never see eye to eye,
And I'm sick of what you put me through,
So tell me why ain't I over you

I tell myself that you're no good for me,
I know that you're not what I need,
But you still pull me back to you somehow,
And I can't help but wonder what you're thinking about

Cause I try and I try and I try,
But we never see eye to eye,
And I'm sick of what you put me through,
So tell me why I ain't over you

Tonight you're still on my mind,
The memories are coming on strong,
It's got me wondering what went wrong,
And how to just move on

Cause I tried and I tried and I tried,
But we'll never see eye to eye,
And I'm sick of what you put me through,
I don't know why I still ain't over you

I wish I knew,
I wish I knew,
Why I still ain't over you

Here's a little poem i wrote the other night it's been a while!

Sleeping every day,
Crying every night,
Trying to ease the pain,
With out losing the fight
Because life is a constant battle,
With out you in my sight.

The days are cold and rainy,
Whenever you're not here,
But it seems you've gone away now,
And I'm fighting back the tears

Keep a smile on my face,
That will fool them all,
But that's really not the case,
I'm just putting up a wall

I'd never let her know,
I cry to sleep at night,
Using all my vices,
They make me feel alright.

You know my name.
you see me all the time,
in your dreams and in your visions,
in your words and in your rhymes.
it's always there,
and you can't escape it,
you did this to yourself,
and now you really hate it,
but all that emotion,
you cannot save it,
bottle it up and bury it,
or turn around and face it.    

you tell people stories,
expecting them to believe you,
but when they turn their backs,
it's the people that deceive you,
so you try and laugh it off,
anything to get through,
try and laugh it off,
pretending not to be you.

It's not much, but it just sort of flowed out over these past few minutes i'm not sure that i'm done with it, i might tweak it a bit and add some stuff. But, so far, let me know what you think!

Here's a little something that I wrote the other day, for you guys to look over, examine, and everything else.
It's not finished...yet. It's still in the works.

Keep a steady pace,
You never know what's next,
Soon i will leave this place,
Gone to find the very best

But to these walls i do detest,
This life is a whirlwind,
But one would never have guessed,
My soul is the purest,
Thoughts light as a breath,
But still to these walls i do protest

Feel free to drop me a line, tell me what you think about it. It really would mean a lot if you could do that, and thanks for your time!

My words turn into fire,
My tears turn into gold,
My dreams are full of liars,
How am I supposed to believe a word I'm told?

Honestly, tell me something truthful,
Don't promise me I'll believe the lie you told,
I'm better off looking through your glass window,
Crying stop, right before you pull off my blind fold

If life is paint by numbers,
You'd just be black and white,
Everything you say, a different shade of gray,
But it won't get you through your night

Honestly, tell me something truthful,
Don't promise me I'll believe the lie you told,
I'm better off looking through your glass window,
Crying stop, right before you pull off my blind fold

Honey don't you know,
I've heard your words before,
You're a repeat of every sad movie,
Just written to a different score

Honestly, tell me something truthful,
No, don't promise I'll believe the lie you told,
And I'm better off looking through your window,
Crying stop, oh please drop the knife you hold

You're a repeat of every sad movie,
I've heard your words before,
And now you're standing there, crying stop
As you watch me walk out the door

Tell me what you think!